I grew up with the idea that college was more an aspiration than an expectation. I saw my parents struggle most of their lives and the daily battle to keep afloat sometimes even drained what hopes and dreams they had for me. They didnt go to college and neither did my only, older sibling.
小陶：以前我有过这样想，但是现在我心里却很害怕紧张。我感觉我控制不了它的发展。